Tuesday, March 31, 2009
Sunday, March 29, 2009
Tuesday, March 17, 2009
Sunday, March 15, 2009
THE EYE
So walking down the street, many things may occur-- a quick glace, a smile, a grin, a nod. Many things that we can obviously focus our eyes on. Its the funniest things that happen to us when were walking and people notice you. Take walking around Long Beach, damn these people. Whats with the deal with EYE FUCKING! hahaha, people just do that on the regular basis. EYE fucking, damn its awkward when you actually do make I contact. :) but, all in all its still super funny!
Friday, March 13, 2009
MY WEEKEND.
Yeah, that's right, Walt Disney and I are having a reunion tomorrow! :)
(with Teddybear.)
Pictures to come. What a great day I'll pray for.
Going to watch Fanny Pak tonight.
Dance tomorrow.
Rehearse Sunday, Work later that night.
(that's my weekend.)
Thursday, March 12, 2009
SURVEY
C'mon now, everybody does this once in a while. So why not?
Tell me about what you' re wearing:
Boxers. That is all.
If you had one wish?
Be in a monogamous relationship.
What' s on your bedroom floor right now?
Carpet
What' s currently bothering you?
Why someone won't come back to CA.
How did you feel when you woke up this morning?
Lost.
Do you miss anyone?
Yes, Nessa Rica Ramos.
Something you do when you are mad or upset ?
Vent in my blog.
Did you cry at all today ?
Nope.
Is there something you want to tell someone?
Yes.
Do you trust anyone?
Not just anyone, just the close ones.
What were you doing at 5 in the morning?
Sleeping.
Do you think you will still be in a relationship three months from now?
I wish.
Do you tend to make things complicated?
No, Simplicity is my key.
Do you have a tan?
Yes.
Do you have a high or low tolerance for pain?
High tolerance.
What is your worst habit?
Perfectionist.
Is there a person of the opposite sex who means a lot to you?
Yes.
Have you ever kissed anyone whose name started with a B, C, G, H, J?
Yes.
Do you regret dating someone?
Yes.
Is there someone you don' t ever want to be out of your life?
Yes.
Have you ever fallen asleep with the last person you kissed?
Yes. (:
Do you like to cuddle?
Love it.
Is there someone that makes you happy every time you see him/her?
Yes.
Does it bother you when someone lies to you?
Yes.
Is it okay to kiss people when you' re single?
Yes.
Would you like to put last night on repeat and live it forever?
Not last night, But November 26, yes.
So from now on, your going to be asked unique questions, you ready?
Yes.
Have you thought about an ex today?
Yes.
Where is the person who has your heart at the moment?
In Redondo Beach.
Would you date someone who lived in another state?
Reason why we broke up.
Could you handle a long distance relationship?
No.
When's the last time you said you were fine, but really weren't?
Two days ago.
Relationships or one night stands?
Relationships.
When was the last time you wanted to punch someone in their face?
Not sure.
Is there anyone who doesn't like you?
iDGAF
Do you laugh a lot?
Yes.
Do you consider yourself lucky?
Yes.
Connection between you and the last person who text messaged you?
My Friend, Korey.
You have to get a tattoo, where and what do you get?
Right shoulder koi fish and japanese waves
Could you cry right now?
No.
Who was your last text from? What did it say?
Korey, "I'm bored."
Are you friends with your exes?
Yes, at least I think so.
Do you believe in karma?
Yes.
Did you have a good birthday this year?
Idk, its coming, 31st of March.
Kiss on the first date?
Go with the Flow.
Are you okay with the life you live?
Yes
Did you say "fuck" today?
Yes.
What was your worst mistake in your life?
I'm not sure.
What's something you really want right now, be honest?
MONEY.
Do you like hugs?
Love them.
How is your relationship with your mother?
It's aiight.
Can you walk into a room full of strangers and maintain your confidence?
Yes.
If you were getting married tomorrow, do you know who'd be your Best Man?
EGhhhh.
Do you think that you’re a good person?
I think I am.
Do you think two people can last forever?
Yes.
Do you give up easily?
No.
Honestly, if you could go back one month and change something would you?
Yes.
Who was the last person that threw you out of their life?
I really cant remember.
Where did you go last night ?
Redondo Beach
I really cant remember.
Where did you go last night ?
Redondo Beach
Tell me about what you' re wearing:
Boxers. That is all.
If you had one wish?
Be in a monogamous relationship.
What' s on your bedroom floor right now?
Carpet
What' s currently bothering you?
Why someone won't come back to CA.
How did you feel when you woke up this morning?
Lost.
Do you miss anyone?
Yes, Nessa Rica Ramos.
Something you do when you are mad or upset ?
Vent in my blog.
Did you cry at all today ?
Nope.
Is there something you want to tell someone?
Yes.
Do you trust anyone?
Not just anyone, just the close ones.
What were you doing at 5 in the morning?
Sleeping.
Do you think you will still be in a relationship three months from now?
I wish.
Do you tend to make things complicated?
No, Simplicity is my key.
Do you have a tan?
Yes.
Do you have a high or low tolerance for pain?
High tolerance.
What is your worst habit?
Perfectionist.
Is there a person of the opposite sex who means a lot to you?
Yes.
Have you ever kissed anyone whose name started with a B, C, G, H, J?
Yes.
Do you regret dating someone?
Yes.
Is there someone you don' t ever want to be out of your life?
Yes.
Have you ever fallen asleep with the last person you kissed?
Yes. (:
Do you like to cuddle?
Love it.
Is there someone that makes you happy every time you see him/her?
Yes.
Does it bother you when someone lies to you?
Yes.
Is it okay to kiss people when you' re single?
Yes.
Would you like to put last night on repeat and live it forever?
Not last night, But November 26, yes.
So from now on, your going to be asked unique questions, you ready?
Yes.
Have you thought about an ex today?
Yes.
Where is the person who has your heart at the moment?
In Redondo Beach.
Would you date someone who lived in another state?
Reason why we broke up.
Could you handle a long distance relationship?
No.
When's the last time you said you were fine, but really weren't?
Two days ago.
Relationships or one night stands?
Relationships.
When was the last time you wanted to punch someone in their face?
Not sure.
Is there anyone who doesn't like you?
iDGAF
Do you laugh a lot?
Yes.
Do you consider yourself lucky?
Yes.
Connection between you and the last person who text messaged you?
My Friend, Korey.
You have to get a tattoo, where and what do you get?
Right shoulder koi fish and japanese waves
Could you cry right now?
No.
Who was your last text from? What did it say?
Korey, "I'm bored."
Are you friends with your exes?
Yes, at least I think so.
Do you believe in karma?
Yes.
Did you have a good birthday this year?
Idk, its coming, 31st of March.
Kiss on the first date?
Go with the Flow.
Are you okay with the life you live?
Yes
Did you say "fuck" today?
Yes.
What was your worst mistake in your life?
I'm not sure.
What's something you really want right now, be honest?
MONEY.
Do you like hugs?
Love them.
How is your relationship with your mother?
It's aiight.
Can you walk into a room full of strangers and maintain your confidence?
Yes.
If you were getting married tomorrow, do you know who'd be your Best Man?
EGhhhh.
Do you think that you’re a good person?
I think I am.
Do you think two people can last forever?
Yes.
Do you give up easily?
No.
Honestly, if you could go back one month and change something would you?
Yes.
Wednesday, March 11, 2009
DAY OFF
Amazing day off yesterday. Now I got to go back to work for 4 days until another day off. lets suck it up. Do it for the money. :) err. I got a new dog. :) yess.
Not going to write so much, I have work in about 45 minutes. :) just a minor update, I'll write more when I get off, at 12am.. yes thats midnight :)
Tuesday, March 10, 2009
The Shit Week
Monday it is. So im finally done with having the shittest week ever. :) Last Wednesday I finally decided to take my car to get my brakes change, because ask anyone, they were Fucked Up! but now its running smoother than ever. :) I got my car back later that night, and went out to a clubs one year anniversary! wooh super crackin! Then I probably should have not drank so much, because when I left the club, I backed into someone. :( shit there goes running smooth, right?
Then thursday, I had rehearsal. That wasnt so bad. I decided i should go count tip at work so they have money for the week. I called and the girl that was suppose to stay and count left. So i had to count myself. :( on the way home i had to drop crystal off. And so, we were in the carpool lane, going the regular 80. I GET FREAKING PULLED OVER! WTF! so i get a speeding ticket. Now i have to go to my court appearance on the 17th and now i have another speeding ticket! DAMN! FML!
I had the Shittiest weekend! thanks Yogurtland!
I've had the worst week in about 2 days!! GREAT!
But hey its my day off tomorrow.... After working 5 days in a row.
Saturday, March 7, 2009
Thursday, March 5, 2009
Leave a Message...
So the night is young, and i sit staring at my phone as it connects to the other line. ring. That's about all I ever get. So i pace back and forth in my room, hoping my phone will ring and I will hear that voice I long to hear on the other end. But all I get if sign in and sign off tones on AIM. Waste of another day to go out and do something productive. But NO. I sit pondering whether or not to add 5 more missed calls on their phone. Scroll through the phone book and see who could be my distraction for the night. come across an old buddy, lets text them. "Hey, what are you up to?" and I get, "NM, U?" is that all we ever can say, proper grammar is not even in our vocabulary, sorry for going off on that tangent. I'm thinking, should we hang out or not? But everyone knows that anything after 12am is a booty call. RIGHT? So I check my phone to see if I've received anything in the last 30 minutes. still blank as a brand new page in a journal. So i give it one more try, why bother right? two rings, i hang up. Few minutes later, my phone rings. I jump out and grab to check who it is, well what do you know, if it isn't the devil themselves. "Hey, how you been? I miss you, when are you coming back home?" i get, "I think I'm going to be here for awhile." screw that, should i go days, weeks, even months long, waiting for that person to come back. what if they never do? should i still let life pass me by for one person. now i sit wondering what the hell should i do? should i? should i not? FUCVK. honestly, i am truly tired of playing second best. i would be willing to put in effort if it was worth the suffering. im just totally over the stupid phone. i wish i was like kevin, hehe. no phone. no disruptions. free alone time. so OPEN. Well screw this. i had to put this in writing, i couldn't sleep. i need to vent. ring. ring. ring. you have reached...... please leave your message after the tone..................DONE.
Tuesday, March 3, 2009
WHY do we?
Negativity is the end of all of us.
Why do we choose to be such pessimistic. When things come at you hard, you expect it to be 10 times worst. Here's how you get over it. Think Happy, be Optimistic. Make the most of any experience. :)
Sunday, March 1, 2009
Epiphany
So, today at work, I came to notice something. When people are friendly they want something in return. Actually no, that not what I noticed. I saw an RCG today, and it reminded me of another person. Damn were they cute. sitting with a bunch of Asian Girls. mmmmhmm. Yeah work totally sucked today, I thought i had work from 630-1130, but my boss called me at 545 asking why i wasnt there yet? Shit! By the time i got into work it was 6. Other than that tonight was just SUPER busy like no other. I was visited by a couple of old Friends, which helped the night go a lot faster than it already was. That is true, time flies when youre having fun. As so there I was ringing the whole night, not able to converse with my co-worker. Grrr, hate it when that happens. Now is 1015 and she and I have not had our 30 minute breaks. Im thinking if i get on break at 1030 ill be back 11, then she goes and comes back at 1130. Damn I'm going to have to stay longer. Shit!
Now I had realized now that im going to be at work until closing. So I made the most of it. Other than that, Ugh nothing. Oh, there's this CUTIE like no other that works next door. Damn Sexy, but I should'nt holler. Oh and my boss bought me Fries. So bad for me, and so I ate half. hehe. Gotta watch that figure. btdubs, thanks to Davey Wavey for workout videos. And so the night goes on. I'm already looking forward to when i get off.
Now some intellect,
"People seem to enjoy things more when they know a lot of other people have been left out of the pleasure." - Russell Baker
"People seem to enjoy things more when they know a lot of other people have been left out of the pleasure." - Russell Baker
We definitely find pleasure in things that we have and others dont. Take fashion for example, we want the style that no one has. As individuals, we push things to where we have to be the best in everything. That's just how we work. If they have it, you dont want it. We want what others cant have. Like people, we want that person we cant have. We want it more because its a chase. Its that thrill of trying to catch something that motivates us to do things. If there was no gain, would we still be trying to abtain it? No.
It angers us when we see other people have the finer things in life that we want. Take for example, youre driving, in an okay Honda, not old and you see next to you a Brand new BMW. Damn, dont you hate that other person now? That's how we are, Envy is one of the most driven sins that we condone in. Just take everything as a sign. If you get all the finer things now, what is there to look for. yeah, you cant use it when youre older but there will always be something bigger, better, and something you want more then the previous edition. Take things as they come, dont splurge, use what you have, No more, No less.
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